Went to get my blood pressure checked again. It's ok now, which is good. He says that technically I could go back to work if I wanted to, but he doesn't see why I would bother, seeing as I'm at 36 weeks tomorrow. I don't know what I want to do now!! I thought I wanted to go back, but now I'm not so sure. The three block walk in...being stuck at a desk when there's stuff to do here...They don't even need me because the new girl is already there and doing just fine... Besides...what if work was what was making my bp so high in the first place? But then again...I could use the money! I asked him about being induced early, and he says depending on my blood pressure, which he will be keeping a close eye on, I could be induced a week or two early. Well, I know natural is best but I am REALLY wanting to go early! This baby is big already...I don't want a Guiness World Record on my hands! I want a chance at a nice easy delivery!
Ahhhh. What to do. What to do?
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