Friday, May 20, 2005

Halfway!!

I can't believe I am sitting here saying that I am at 20 weeks. Seems it was just yesterday I was nervously scanning in my HPT and asking the girls what the faint line meant.

But alas, here I am, and it is starting to really hit me like a freight train that I have to get my butt in gear and do up a nursery for my little critter. I doubt the cat bed is suitable! (Well, maybe if I get a good lint brush....Hehehe) It really is truly amazing how time flies, and so much fun to be able to celebrate a milestone every Friday.

It has all been so wonderful. Even the tired days, and the cranky days, and the 'wow, I feel fat' days. I am just so happy being pregnant. Joe said to me the other night that he has never seen me looking so wonderful and so unbelievably happy...He says I am all aglow. Everyone I know says that I should be pregnant forever because I look so pretty, which is nice to hear for sure, but kinda not at the same time because one day I will NOT be pregnant, and then what? I will be ugly? Frightening thought, but wonderful too, because the day I turn back into a pumpkin is the day I meet my little Ella.

Omg. I so can't wait to see her little face, touch her little hands, tickle her little feet...How will I ever make it through 20 more weeks!?

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